{"id":1924,"date":"2017-07-10T07:56:34","date_gmt":"2017-07-10T12:56:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/annswindell.com\/staging\/?p=1924"},"modified":"2017-07-18T15:39:23","modified_gmt":"2017-07-18T20:39:23","slug":"when-waiting-wears-you-down-and-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/annswindell.com\/staging\/2017\/07\/10\/when-waiting-wears-you-down-and-out\/","title":{"rendered":"When Waiting Wears You Down and Out"},"content":{"rendered":"

This is my newest piece for Proverbs 31 Ministries<\/a>.
\nYou can read the full article here<\/a>!<\/em><\/p>\n

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I sat on the bed and unclenched my hands, trying to pray. From my perspective, the past season had gone painfully wrong.<\/strong><\/p>\n

My work was overwhelming, with deadlines that came too fast and too often. My womb had filled with life and then emptied twice in a handful of months, as we suffered two miscarriages back-to-back. Our daughter visited the ER for a sickness that lingered and broke up our sleep like shattered chalk, and I was wrestling with a physical condition that wore me down every day.<\/p>\n

Then, unexpectedly, we found ourselves moving a week before Christmas, which meant a broken lease and high fines, as well as transitioning to a city where friendships would have to be built afresh.<\/p>\n

Externally, I was busier than I\u2019d ever been, but on the inside, my soul was barely limping along.<\/strong><\/p>\nThe more I tried to fix things, the more they fell apart. But God meets us in our struggle... <\/a><\/span>Share on X<\/a><\/span>\n

So I did what I always do \u2014 I tried to figure out how to fix everything. Maybe if I rearranged my work calendar, or if we saw a specialist or made more money or could get my daughter healthy \u2014 maybe then, things would get better. Easier. More hopeful.<\/p>\n

But the more I tried to figure things out, the more overwhelmed I became. I started crying out to the Lord, asking the unanswerable question of why: Why were things so hard? Why was there such loss? Why did I feel so stuck?<\/em><\/p>\n

Read the rest of the article here, at Proverbs 31 Ministries<\/a>!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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